Beautiful like a Butterfly

'sup music lovers?

Mon, 16 Nov 2009 10:40:31 GMT

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A Man Who Knows How to Make You Feel Better ;aslkdfj;aslkd

Thu, 12 Nov 2009 06:48:13 GMT

"You just keep being yourself, do what you want to do and don't worry about other people hating on your life. You should be happy from just that and if people dont like that they can suck it."

as;ldfkj;alsdkfj

ILU Erik a;lskdjf <3333333333333333

Mon, 09 Nov 2009 12:40:17 GMT

http://forums.mangafox.com/showthread.php?t=45172&page=3

yes, I joined just to post that because it's been driving me frigging nuts.

Mon, 09 Nov 2009 10:43:00 GMT

Summarize 10 of your fandoms in one sentence, then see who on your friends list can guess each fandom.

this is intended to be difficult.

1) Crack. -- chessboard

2) Virtual systems ready! *will only except one answer to this* -- Jun

3) Eternal twilight pierced by the carriers of hopes and dreams.

4) Scorching desert sands lay forever in eternal darkness. (this one will be fucking hard if you don't get the metaphor of my favorite character from this series)- jun *yes, someone got this already XD* Bonus cookies to you jun if you can guess which character I'm reffering to and in which game ;D

5) Parallel World filled with these kinds of monsters.

6) When light and darkness appear, his destiny awaits.

７） When monsters fight monsters.

８） To the west... (if you don't get this, I will shoot each and every one of you personally)

9) The voice of a prophet was saying something to me in my head... But I decided to block it out with the warmth of his voice. kekekekekeke.... I will do something nice for the person who gets this. You're only clue is that it is a manga only.

GDI I CAN'T THINK OF TEN. YOU GET EIGHT.

and I just finished playing Monopoly on my cell and I was at 1.785 Billion \o/ Took me a friggin week and a half to beat this thing XD

Wow.... I guess it doesn't。。。。

をを。。。ティsべ染めt利ppy氏t減れ。。。。。：D god, it even has the different dialects...

をおおおおおおおおおおおおおおおおおおおおおおおおおおおおおおおおおおおおおお！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！ラング上げ雪隠gs。。。。。I could be having lots of fun with you :D　Best part about it? I can set it for each application \o/

Mon, 09 Nov 2009 07:05:29 GMT

Mmm.... Angemon, you are my baby <3333333333333 /so not on a digimon kick, no I'm not 8D

Watched the first half of 02 and now I'm watching Digimon Adventure. God, it's a good thing that it's been so long since I've seen it in english because LORD. The japanese version is just weird to me BECAUSE I saw it in english XD haha subs still FTW <3333333333

Anyway, thanks are in big order to blantoncirith for letting me bitch to her at some ungodly hour of the morning and by that I mean by like five or six am her time. :P It really did help to get that all out and because of that, I was in a generally good mood for being 30 minutes late to work LOL

and I have to crosspost this image because it is win.... not to mention the image used in it totally works XD (LOL me and my inner LoZ) XDD

Fri, 06 Nov 2009 06:54:15 GMT

I'm glad to note that I'm not the only one who doesn't use subject headings all the time. I just can never think of anything witty to put so normally, I don't. I wasn't really able to write about what was bothering me in the last email I sent you, I realize now, mostly because I've just been feeling like shit and so totally ADD that I couldn't focus long enough to even type what I had sent you in that last email.

Do note, I hate this time of year. Always have, always will and it's for a variety of reasons really. The one big one being Thanksgiving/Christmas = being around family that I cannot fucking stand to be around. Second being my birthday, which is on November 30th.

Because of this minor altercation at work, which has since been resolved, I realized something about myself that I've kind of known, but didn't really look at until I got upset over it. So... let me regale you with a tale.

My life, has never been about me. It's always been about what someone else wants for me. My room? It's filled with stuff that I love and yet everyone else seems to hate because it's 'childish' and they tell me I need to grow the fuck up.* I read books that are of a heavy read (like self help books, lord of the rings, and other books by reputable authors) and yet I can't read fucking comics because they're a 'waste of money and time' and aren't 'stimulating reads'. So basically, nothing I am means anything to anyone but me. So basically, I can't be me and I refuse to become someone else that isn't me. For this reason alone, I know that whatever my mom wants for me, I need to say/do the opposite. You, are a classic example of this.

Even though my mom didn't know about you till more than two years after the fact (when she burned your letters), she hated the fact that I met you online. She still hates the fact that I gave you my physical mailing address - shit, she doesn't approve of me having online friends at all and most times now, even tries to get in the way. If she doesn't like it, I can't have it basically. She constantly fucking tells me what to do with my life, how to live my life - and on top of that, it doesn't matter whether or not I live on my own or under her own room - I'm considered a slob - which isn't true either.

Tue, 27 Oct 2009 10:59:24 GMT

THIS IS CURRENTLY GRACING MY DESKTOP

http://i4.ytimg.com/bg/WIstp5bH4vsGQmz4mRzcZg/106.jpg

http://www.youtube.com/assassinscreed#p/f/

\o/

Tue, 27 Oct 2009 10:37:31 GMT

yo bycitylights; CLICK ME

Sat, 24 Oct 2009 17:08:44 GMT

Soo... Karma and Goru wanted me to draw so I drew a stick figure.

Then they procceded to turn it into a hawt stick figure makeout with butt groping action...

asdl;fkja;sldkf <

Even though that was done on pchat, ;alskdfj;alskdjf WHERE HAVE THESE PEOPLE BEEN MY WHOLE LIFE?!>3

Sat, 24 Oct 2009 13:03:03 GMT

That right there is why I fucking LOVE TinierMe. Half those people have been in my chat room for over THREE HOURS.... it's like they glued themselves to me LOL Finally got my ass to be buying furiture too. The chairs on the right I named Kanon and Shannon LOL

Then we started talking about our views on dreams and stuff too. Very civil discussion *nod*

Wallclimbing, Surfing, Ring sharing and randomness, OH MY! :O Never thought I'd have such a lively chat 8D

If anyone wants an invite, let me know ;D

ETA: For Umineko lulz, I saw Virgillia on TinierMe ... WITCHES DO EXIST D8

Wed, 21 Oct 2009 02:26:42 GMT

Ugh... someone please remind me never to watch RAW Japanese YGX right alongside the dub because FUCK IF I DON'T INSTANTLY PICK UP ON THE DUB EDITS WTF. Don't get me wrong, i actually do like the dub (totally for the crack factor) XD Just... shouldn't watch the japanese and the dub together D:

900th Post, GO ME \o/ ===== ANIME DUMP

Tue, 20 Oct 2009 09:56:24 GMT

as;ldkfja OMG I love Fairy Tail

Lucy reminds me of Beauty from Bo-bobo. Seriously. Her reactions and everything. Watch it and you'll see what I mean XD Not to mention Lucy looks similar to Winry from FMA >>;

Fairy Tail (Magic Fantasy) -current-
Episode One
Episode Two

Tegami Bachi (Fantasy)-current-
Episode One
Episode Two
Episode Three

A Certain Scientific Railgun (Futuristic Sci-fi) -current to my knowledge-
Episode One
Episode Two
~~Episode Three~~

Eyeshield 21 (Sports)
Episode One
Episode Two

Feel free to link this post around \o/

Thu, 15 Oct 2009 20:56:42 GMT

GOD DAMNIT. I am a whole lot of pissed off atm.

Two of my favorite comic series are on hiatus. GFDI.

One's on hiatus due to english release being put on hold due to publisher's money shortage (LOL then cut back on the # of series you do TP =P)

THE OTHER, while it takes over a year to be released anyway due to being caught up to japan anyway, is on hiatus due to japanese publisher issues la;sdjf;asldkfj.

WHY DID YOU HAVE TO HIATUS MY FAVORITE TWO FUCKING SERIES TP?! W.H.Y.?! Wait. Only one is TP's fault. My bad. Still... >(

ugh... -_-

At least Gintama has no issues. I think that series is the only thing keeping me sane. I think, because of the above, that I'm going to start rebuying Saiyuki a;lskdfj

How the Devil Grew Wings - Introductioin (draft)

Thu, 15 Oct 2009 05:40:39 GMT

There was a time in memorial where demons and angels once coexisted upon the planes of both Heaven and Earth. At that time, both worlds were free of hatred and anger and all beings lived in harmony. However, there came a time in which even elysian peace could not possibly reign forever. It started first with the demons who lusted for death and destruction, who would slay any who would oppose them and their ambitions. Soon, it would grow to include the angels, most of who had fallen from grace, others who willingly defected in order to destroy that which they did not want to exist in their world. These beings were known as Berserkers - those who lusted after death and destruction. Berserkers would slowly come to include humans who chose to turn to darkness in order to fill whatever voids were created within their hearts and souls. However, there were also other dark creatures, vampires, daiemons, and others, who would pray on those who had not turned and it was because of them that we were created. Creatures born neither of light or darkness, holy or evil, who had the power to tame Berserkers, and cleanse those animals who would hunt and harm those who were pure.

Wed, 14 Oct 2009 12:02:23 GMT

DarkPhoenixSaiou (0:16:06): http://img06.nj.us.mangafox.com/store/manga/663/03-017.0/compressed/gaiden17_05.jpg
vixey (0:16:47): IT'S
vixey (0:16:50): SPARKLING
vixey (0:16:54): DAZZLING
DarkPhoenixSaiou (0:16:56): http://img15.tx.us.mangafox.com/store/manga/663/03-017.0/compressed/gaiden17_08.jpg
vixey (0:16:59): LOOK AT MY CURSE, BELLA
DarkPhoenixSaiou (0:17:15): you sure you haven't watched that movie? >P
vixey (0:17:37): i've never watched it or read it. XD
vixey (0:17:42): i just hear people making fun of it

Tue, 13 Oct 2009 11:02:01 GMT

DarkPhoenixSaiou (3:54:48): http://69.65.40.219/12/1_BVSRV/Saiyuki%20Gaiden%20Vol01%20Chap01%20Pg024.jpg
vixey (3:54:50): would so ravish him in that car
vixey (3:55:07): you're shining!
vixey (3:55:14): just like edward cullen!
vixey (3:55:18): you dazzle me!
DarkPhoenixSaiou (3:55:20): ;lakdfj
DarkPhoenixSaiou (3:55:22): FUCK YOU
vixey (3:55:25): /needs to be off the crack now
DarkPhoenixSaiou (3:55:34): is that what it is? :P
vixey (3:55:47): SOMETHING IN MY COOKIES THAT I BAKED
vixey (3:55:52): MAYBE IT WAS POT
DarkPhoenixSaiou (3:55:55): I thought it was brownies
DarkPhoenixSaiou (3:55:56): >(
vixey (3:56:05): THEY'RE A COMBINATION OF BOTH
DarkPhoenixSaiou (3:56:14): I'll buy that
vixey (3:56:14): BECAUSE I CAN'T CUT ANYTHING BUT SQUARES
DarkPhoenixSaiou (3:56:20): since we sell them at work
DarkPhoenixSaiou (3:56:24): and lulz :P
DarkPhoenixSaiou (3:56:29): -quotes this shit in her lj-
vixey (3:56:32): GOD NO
vixey (3:56:33): NOOOOO
vixey (3:56:34): NOOOOOO
vixey (3:56:35): /cries

Tue, 13 Oct 2009 09:18:51 GMT

10 Fiction Characters You'd Have Sex With

// HEHEH NOT SAYING WHO THIS IS THOUGH YOU SHOULD KNOW BY NOW :D

He's the only one who can have me *sage nod*

//Saiou Takuma (Yu-gi-oh! GX)

Because seriously? If you were obsessed with this character as much as I am, just his uke nature would make him perfect to screw. SRSLY.

//Trey of Triforia (Power Rangers Zeo)

How about a threesome? I can definately do that :D

//Hades (Saint Seiya Hades Chapter)

Any God that good looking is just begging to be screwed by a mortal.

//Genjyo Sanzo (Saiyuki)

He's a fucking cat person. Enough said.

// Makoto Kubota / Minoru Tokitou (Wild Adapter)

//Ma-Je (King of Hell)

*purrs* I've had a crush on his character for awhile now... 8D

//Vergil (Devil May Cry)

THIS SONG IS TOO GOD DAMN ADDICTING :LAKDJF

For my reference should I need it

Mon, 12 Oct 2009 14:42:39 GMT

HOLY SHIT.

http://www.shopping.hp.com/product/computer/categories/notebook_batteries/1/accessories/KS525AA

It'll cost me nearly 200 dollars to replace my laptop's battery. HO SHIT. -clings to her AC Adapter-

Though on that note, I found a little plug adapter so when I want to use my laptop in my bedroom, I don't have to run it off battery anymore :D

So ON THAT NOTE

SHIT. THE ADAPTER IS NO CHEAPER :LSDKFJS:LDKF 100 BUCKS just for it!! -flails-

http://www.shopping.hp.com/product/computer/categories/ac_adapters/1/accessories/DR911A%2523ABA

HOWEVER. That is only if I buy them through HP which I probably will just for convenience sake.

Mon, 12 Oct 2009 08:56:34 GMT

Something just occured to me and I'm sure others have come to this well before me but...

now I'm neither for nor against gay marriage k? I want to make that perfectly clear. Everyone should just do whatever the hell they want, marriage or no marriage.

HOWEVER.

If there is supposedly separation of church and state, then why the hell is the government telling who can marry who (basically)? Since when is the church a government run entity?

THOUGH WITH THAT SAID.

WHY DON"T THE FUCKING CHURCHES MAKE LAW ON IT?

Government should have NOTHING to do with it. 8(

And if people feel the need to comment, keep it civil yes/yes?

Yu-gi-oh! TCG Collection/Trades list

Mon, 12 Oct 2009 02:41:51 GMT

Secret Rares

Angel 07 (LODT)
Athena (PP01)
Exchange (EDS)
Fog King (LODT)
Gaia the Dragon Champion (LOB)
Gorz the Emissary of Darkness (DLG1)
Graceful Dice (EDS)
Lava Golem (PGD)
Light and Darkness Dragon (YG01)
Marshmallon (PP01)
Marshmallon Glasses (PP01)
Radiant Jeral (STON)
Rainbow Dragon (CT04)
Sapphire Pegasus (CT04)
Shield Crush (PP01)
Skull Dice (EDS)
Stardust Dragon (CT05)
Thunder King Rai-Oh (YG02)
Tualatin (LODT)
Valhalla, Hall of the Fallen (PP01)
Veil of Darkness (GLAS)

Ultra Rares

Ancient Fairy Dragon (ANPR)
Ancient Sacred Wyvern (ANPR)
Arcana Force EX - The Light Ruler (JUMP)
Arcana Force XXI - The World
Beast of Talwar (PSV)
Cyberdark Dragon (CDIP)
Dangerous Machine Type-6 (LODT)
Elemental Hero Darkbright (TAEV)
Elemental Hero Stratos (JUMP)
Evil Hero Inferno Wing (GLAS)
Gaia the Fierce Knight (LOB)
Junk Warrior (5DS1)
Kaiser Sea Horse (SDK)
Red-Eyes Black Dragon (SDJ)
Red-Eyes Black Dragon (JMP)
Red-Eyes Darkness Dragon (SD1)
Security Orb (GLAS)
Stardust Dragon - Assualt Mode (DPCT)
The Wicked Avatar (JUMP)
Thousand-Eyes Restrict (PSV) (have Thousand-Eyes Idol, Relinquished & Black Illusion Ritual)
Ultimate Ancient Gear Golem (LODT)

Ultimate Rares

Energy-Absorbing Monolith (GLAS)
Neo Space (PotD)

Super Rares

Blackwing - Shura the Blue Flame (RGBT)
Stardust Dragon (DP08)

Fri, 09 Oct 2009 23:09:20 GMT

EFF YOU VAL >( Well, you and kelcie both 8(
I'll be sure to put the floppy discs to good use 8(

My LiveJournal Trick-or-Treat Haul
saiou goes trick-or-treating, dressed up as saiou.
blantoncirith gives you 16 yellow vanilla-flavoured pieces of chewing gum.
blueyeswhtdragn gives you 16 dark green coconut-flavoured gummy worms.
chessboard gives you 13 light orange lemon-flavoured gummy worms.
chibi_ghostie tricks you! You get a used tissue.
darkmaggirl gives you 16 white raspberry-flavoured wafers.
jaydesummers tricks you! You get a 3.5-inch floppy disc.
kiokushitakaa tricks you! You get a rotten egg.
marieamethyst tricks you! You get a wad of paper.
ryuuka_no_jutsu tricks you! You get a 3.5-inch floppy disc.
vixey tricks you! You get a wad of paper.
saiou ends up with 61 pieces of candy, a used tissue, a 3.5-inch floppy disc, a rotten egg, a wad of paper, a 3.5-inch floppy disc, and a wad of paper.
Go trick-or-treating! Username:
Another fun meme brought to you by rfreebern.

Tue, 06 Oct 2009 21:40:21 GMT

I'm amused that the car dealership will let me onto my journal but blocked my friends page.

WHO IS POSTING PORN GOD DAMNIT XD -eyes vixey-

ETA: This song is perfect for Dark Hunters -sage nod- *uploads it for the only person on her flist who'd know what the hell she's on about*

eta: patti - clicky clicky and if that's not a perfect song, I don't know what is @_@

Tue, 06 Oct 2009 21:06:11 GMT

I've been waiting two months for this song as;lkdfj ever since they sang this song live I've been like ;alskdjf;

Tue, 06 Oct 2009 08:24:02 GMT

askldjf;alksdjf OMFG

I've been waiting for this anime a;slkdfjalsdkf

Laaaaagggggggggggggg - Gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaauuuuuuuuuuuuucccccccchhhhhhhhhhheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

so cute ;;

-wibbles-

eta: PAINT FTW since LJ's being a docuhebagger >(

this manga/anime is adorable ;; Lag's so effing cute as a letter bee ;;

Sun, 27 Sep 2009 10:59:09 GMT

You know... there's very few people in this world whose opinions actually matter to me but....

giving this a shot even though no one will probably do it anyway.

Seriously. I'm curious as to what people think of me, both the good and the bad, because otherwise, how can I change?

I'm amazed at the uncanny ability you have to email me just when I need to hear something from you the most. It's because it is only then that I'm able to cry and release all my pent up anger and emotions that can find no word or even voice. I feel as if you're the only person who really knows me and maybe that's why you're the only person I feel like I can really talk to. Even separated, you were the only one who was always there for me, always with me. I could find you and feel you in the most simple of things whether gazing up at the moon or feeling my skin being warmed by the sun down to the simply joy that a single flower could give. I think that's part of the problem that I'm having is just in the fact that in my mind, I was used to you always being there and now that we've managed to contact each other again, I feel like I lost you again in that sense that I can't feel you with me like I used to. I suppose you could say that is the sanctuary I found in thinking you were dead all these years.

I could bury my feelings and emotions in shows and books, but that would only suppress it. I think this was brought about by the fact that growing up, I was never really aloud to show any kind of emotion so I would always hide it and release it only in the latest of hours when I'd be completely alone. Pft... even if I cried in front of my family, no one would even notice. It is for this reason only that I'm glad I have nothing of my childhood and the one item I do have, funny enough, is one of only three things to ever bring me comfort. My baby blanket, which is the one item I still have left from my youth, my golden angel bear that I paid a lot of money for because I knew I wouldn't forget you if I had it (in my arms now as we speak) and my computer. Yes, my computer comforts me if for no other reason that I can talk to my online friends, or even write.

If I upset anyone, I apologize. It doesn't mean I think any less of any of you. I just love all my friends in different ways.